Jeff Lambert

Right now, just trying to get by on what little bread crumbs I have left from a previous life as an engineer. I know one's career takes twists and turns, and mine has had many so far in my 10 years. I'm tired. I'm tired of being sick, I'm tired of being alone, and I'm tired of watching my money disappear faster than you can say "gone". I'm hoping this blog will allow me to vent some and have some fun in the mean time.

Surprised

Well, ... I got my surprise.  Never saw it coming.  No, it wasn't that upgrading from Stretch to Buster broke Lighttpd and ate my Let's encrypt certificates.  Right now it's just not public information.  We'll see how far this goes.  I don't feel very confident about that, but stranger things…

“Add title” (you tell me)

I don't know what it is.  I have a tattoo of a cross on my left arm.  Part of the reason I got it was because, like so many other things, keeping track of my necklaces in the myriad of moving boxes was impossible.  A tattoo is forever; permanently marked…

About regrets

  I don't really regret anything in my life.  Most of my life has not been in my control.  If you don't have control of the things you want or need and you don't get them, regret isn't the word I would use to describe that situation. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdQbb3FXSEI This song…

The Pied Piper

I was going to write something here, but I've already forgotten, heh.  It's only been about 1 minute... Well, I'm planning on building a new PC, but I'm unsure of how I want to approach this.  I'd also like to sell my laptop (Dell XPS 15 9560).  The laptop is…

Everyday is Saturday

Finally switched PHP versions on the server, updated Wordpress, removed unused themes as suggested, changed file permissions; everything is secure at least according to Wordpress. Had a taste of what my meds can do to me when they get messed up (again).  Only this time, I weathered the storm until…

Sample review: The Price is Right Losing Horns

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_asNhzXq72w I'm not really sure how to describe this one, other than if you've never seen The Price is Right, you should dig up an old VHS with an episode recorded onto it and watch.  I mean the old episodes with Bob Barker.  The stuff I used to watch on…

How the meds work

People don't understand how meds work.  Quite frankly, I don't really either.  No, really, it's a mystery.  It's a mystery to even the best psychiatrists.  All meds are slightly different, for the most part, but have the same general effect.  However no two people are alike, so the physical symptoms…